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Dept. of Non-Sociological Anomie

Ack. Or Possibly Gack. 

My back hurts, which is Same Old Same Old. And yesterday, which is when I started this post, suffered as a result. I've been told I really should start my exercises again, which ... tell me something I don't know, you know? I'd just really, really like to know why this happens, rather than "it's the stress." Hell, I had lots of stress when I was 35, and I didn't suffer this kind of back pain. Therefore, I wince, grumble, whinge, and reluctantly decide to go back to at least some of the exercises. As I do every time, and then gradually forget, so I suppose it's my own damn fault.

The only respite I had yesterday watching 
[personal profile] lost_spook 's lovely S&S videos, and reading an inordinate amount of The Goblin Emperor fic. I'm somewhat bowled over by the sheer amount of pornfic for the fandom, although I shouldn't be; what is it, Rule 34, 36, or 39? At least one piece is pretty darned good and emotionally satisfying. The rest ... not going to look, because The Goblin Emperor is my comfort novel, about a young, honorable, truly good person, and seeing noncon or outright rape fic concerning him ... that has me noping on out of there. YKINMK, I know, but ... nopity-nope-nope for me. 

I know that the back pain wasn't the sole reason for my unhappiness; I simply couldn't get anything done, and that stressed me out enough for my hands to go painfully numb. 

As for thinking? "Brain and brain — what is brain?"
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flowsoffire
Aug. 4th, 2018 07:40 pm (UTC)
Argh, I' m sorry, dear <3 I hope you feel better soon! *hugs*
kaffyr
Aug. 7th, 2018 11:50 pm (UTC)
I eventually felt much better, and the weekend was far less of a slog than it could have been. Thanks for the hugs!
eaweek
Aug. 6th, 2018 06:15 pm (UTC)
1) I hope your back feels better soon. 2) I refuse to read any fanfic that has any of my favorites acting wildly out of character, so I'm with you on that one. And yes, "if it exists, there is porn of it" is rule number 34 (I think) of the internet. : D
kaffyr
Aug. 7th, 2018 11:54 pm (UTC)
The back eventually felt better - I seem to have avoided the spasm cycle *knocks wood*

With The Goblin Emperor pr0n that I've run into, it's not so much that my favorite was acting OOC; it's more that people decided that the villain of the piece, who was really awful, should have unimpeded noncon with the hero - right down to the most brutal of noncon. The villain and the hero really disliked each other and the villain tried to kill the hero - wtf makes people think that it must mean sexytiem is just around the corner? *gag*
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